thoughts on sharing

Sharing is what fills my cup right now. It is so satisfying. Being fearful of what others think is what is holding me back from creating content in the way that I would really love to. The people whose opinions I value (Emi, Mom, Dad) are supportive. Emi is very vocal about how she supports me and is inspired by me. I honestly don’t know if I care about other opinions. There is no reason to.

This is a superpower of mine and a place where I feel energy flowing through me. I had a conversation with Dave where I asked God to show up in my days and show up in my life. Since then I’ve had some great conversations with strangers about my personal business, my future, my goals, etc. and I feel that things are becoming more clear for me.

I also feel as though I am gaining clarity on my future beyond college. Job with marketing and social media on the side. Social media may not fulfill my environmental passions, and that is what my other job will be for. I also feel like I am gaining clarity in the fact that setting goals and reaching them feels really good, and is very powerful for business. and that I have to be intentional about how I spend time on social media. Like very intentional, very clear, treat it as a job and not as a chill easy lax bathroom time. No drinking this month, just lock in and see what happens.

Also ego. Ego is something that is boosted from social media personally. Being bare in social media is really useful in keeping that in check, as it reminds me that I am not perfect and that I cannot be in truth with others if I don’t share that. And I don’t want to add more influencer trash to the world. I want to be an interesting, informative, real, sounding board for people who want to do their own things and do after their dreams.

Approaching social media without anxiety or comparison to others is a large goal of mine. Just added it to my little list. I’m curious to see what will happen after I start writing down my goals.

journal entry about goal setting, business, and clarity from higher powers on friday, jan 3, 10:43 pm